#4, endless

I tried to throw myself into a deep contemplation to ascertain myself in this situation. But it is bringing me more complexity instead, slowly toxicating the reality in my head--It came to me like a mellow chocolate that made my pupils dilate with a swallow. As more and more of it settled deep inside of me, it’s now beginning to sway me so I can accept it as a pre-ordained part of who I am from time immemorial. I feel like I’m trapped in thoughts that are haunting in my mind day and night, and it never fails to make me wallow in emotional ups-and-downs.

Maybe I’m trifling with something trivial
Or maybe I’m only making a meaningless wobble..
I don’t really know.

But I’m sure of one thing—that is to escape from you.